psharp10: (the finger)
I am such a fucking idiot. I am procrastinating on things way too much. I'll never finish any of my fics, and I'm not going to finish writing my 10k fic by November 16th. So, yeah, 9k words with me won't work well. I suck at everything. Even my drawings aren't good, I should work more on them, I need to build up my stamina more because failing my classes isn't going to cut it. I don't care what anyone says, below 90% is not good, and Asian fail is still a fail. And, I am Asian failing right now. I make too many careless mistakes. My daily injuries are the only consistent things in my life. Mitt Romney is a fucking douchebag, and yes Obama isn't the person with the clean-est history either, but he's better. If I could vote, I'd vote for Obama, and no, it's not only because he's open to gays. I actually agree with other things he says. And also, Romney is such a fucking hypocrite. And my life sucks, and everything just sucks. KHL hockey unfortunately does not equal NHL hockey. Even Ak Bars and Dinamo Riga aren't enough to keep me happy. I don't even know if I'm happy or sad anymore. I'm in between I guess, never really happy, but never really sad either. I think I'm funny, but my jokes have been getting worse and I growing so perverted by each second I can't even. Everything just hurts and nothing is okay. Ignore my rambles and mindless life worries. I may look okay on the outside, but I'm not so good on the outside. It's not like I don't try. And, no, I'm not depressed or anything. I'm just in between. I've been thinking way too much about "what if"s and it's the ones in which I die then what happens...it all eventually leads up to me wanting to die so I don't have to see anymore of my family members die. Or anyone die honestly. Anyway, I'm just going to drown my sorrows by watching Phantom of the Opera. 
psharp10: (I mustache you a question)
So, yesterday, I decided to just write down all the fics I wanted to write, and basically here they are (and also, please please give me any ideas you can find!) :
and I hide my crap under the cut because there's a lot of it... )

psharp10: (Default)
My rant about them, nothing bad )

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