***VERY MEDIA HEAVY POST
***VERY MEDIA HEAVY POST
i thought abt just adding the fics onto my hockey one but.. yeah, no. too much bad stuff in there.
the fics are listed in no particular order aside from being separated by fandoms.
as for the fics including yoochun - i have yet to remove them, but whenever the final results/answers come out, i'll remove or keep accordingly.
accidentally okay | suho/kai | nc-17 | 2,202 words
weddings aren't really joonmyun's cup of tea, considering some accident involving him always happens when he's at one. (originally written for suholiday here)
bitterness | suho-centric | pg | 527 words
he watches his friends dance and sing on the screen, and he can feel the moves underneath his fingertips. he remembers them all.
나의 천사 | implied!suho/chen | pg-13 | 1,111 words
junmi's never really been especially good at anything. she's always been just mediocre. (prompt from baoziboy in femmexo)
case number #forgotten | suho-centric | pg-13 | 804 words
just like that, joonmyun's existence is washed away. (warnings: character death, self-hate, depression)
office affairs | lay/luhan | nc-17 | 2,761 words
basically a PWP based on this (ao3 - fixed ver. / lj - original ver.; warnings: femslash, cunnilingus, face sitting)
再次分开 | kris/suho | pg | 557 words
it's been so long. (krisho angst series)
我也是 | kris/suho | pg | 488 words
he voice he wants to hear the most isn't in the song. however, yifan can hear it still. (krisho angst series)
my master, my cruel lover | kris/suho | r/nc-17 | 2,610 words
raising his eyebrow once more, the man answers joonmyun, "because i intend to make full use of you. killing you is no fun when there are so many other things i can do with you. do to you." (originally written for angelforalien here; warnings: dub-con/non-con; violence, orgasm denial, OOC krisho)
'cause all of me, loves all of you | kris/suho | pg | 586 words
the one, whom he selfishly hopes, still cares for him as much. (krisho angst series)
colour me like that red sunset | kris/suho | nc-17 | 4,500 words
It's been about two weeks since Yifan's gotten laid in any way and he's slightly deprived and fully in denial that the lack of sex is because of the one night stand he had just about two weeks ago. (originally written for yifantasy here)
तुझे भुला दिया | suho/tao | g | 2,277 words
and junmyeon- junmyeon always listened, always understood. he improved his korean and junmyeon tried his best with mandarin and they found middle ground.
like a morning dream | suho/chen; suho/chen/lay | pg-13 | 1,122 words
It was on the napkin of the caramel latte, a small doodle of a cute sheep with adorable smiling eyes and a phone number below it. (originally written for round 1 of 91daes)
your hand, in mine | suho/chen/lay | pg-13 | 1,416 words
junmyeon tries to make himself feel better by thinking that yixing's probably resting, hasn't had the time to go on his phone and text him or jongdae about how he's doing. instead, it makes him even more worried. (originally written for round 2 of 91daes; remix of mitsyukyu's 'Stay For A While')
your heart burning white hot is my place | suho/xiumin; suho/xiumin/luhan | nc-17 | 3,909 words
If Junmyeon’s hand slightly brushes past Minseok’s ass during their Playboy performance, then Minseok’s hand rests warm and solid against his sweaty abs during the same performance, the heat slipping through the thin fabric of the shirt. (originally written for seokmonsters here; *WIP)
my life blossoms in just one moment | suho/luhan | pg-13 | 2,025 words
"So, you want our son to become, what, Darth Vader?" (originally written for suhoneyfest; also here)
we're close friends (we pretend to not have feelings) | suho/xiumin | nc-17 | 5,698 words
"Tell me hyung," Baekhyun gently presses on, resting his hand on Minseok's shoulder before moving down to hold on to Minseok's hand. "You know the answer to this, don't you?" (also originally written for suhoneyfest; here too)
we'll be the lucky ones | chanyeol/d.o; chanyeol/d.o/chen | nc-17 | 1,791 words
Chanyeol's been restless, so restless, acting up and tugging on Kyungsoo's ear, patting Jongdae's ass, just for some attention. He needs, he wants, to be disciplined. (warnings: dom/sub; threesome; spanking)
a little closer (hold me tight) | suho/sehun; suho/kai; suho/sehun/kai | nc-17 | 5,446 words
Sehun and Jongin make a bet—have a competition—about who can have more of any kind of sex with Junmyeon on Friday night. Junmyeon finds out about it by the end of Saturday night, but doesn't stop them. (originally written for xunmian round 2016 here; warnings: polyarmory, lot of smut including rimming/ass eating, blowjobs, dry humping, shower sex, slight voyeurism and come swallowing)
butterfly, i will search for you | suho/lay | nc-17 | 3,493 words
“Yixing.” Junmyeon looked up at the new voice. The woman at whom Junmyeon had been stealing glances at all night was right in front of her. “That’s my name.” (originally written for playboys0408 here; warnings: femslash, cunnilingus, tribbing, praise kink)
matargashti | suho/baekhyun/kai | pg-13 | 801 words
"Jongin," Baekhyun begins, his fingers lacing together with Jongin's jittery ones. "You've been married to Junmyeon for three years now. You should be used to the embarrassment. Get over it." (warnings: polyarmory)
put my hands on you | suho/xiumin/chen | nc-17 | 1,877 words
They do it whenever one of them achieves his goal. This time, it's Junmyeon. (warnings: polyarmory, cum swapping, praise kink, rimming and blow jobs (deep throating), swallowing cum too..)
like ice, your embraced heart slowly starts to thaw | suho/xiumin | pg | 1,583 words
The first time Junmyeon does aegyo for Minseok, it's completely unexpected and Minseok is the one who flushes. (co-written with leaderbae)
i am you, you are me | kris/suho | pg(-13?) | 1,181 words
yifan is tall, junmyeon is short. yifan has big hands, junmyeon's are smaller. yifan has left exo, junmyeon is still with them.
untitled | suho/d.o | pg-13 | 340 words
coffee shop/barista au drabble (written for dessert_spoons)
so beautiful that i can't resist | luhan/xiumin | nc-17 | 937 words
inspired by the gif in this tweet; here (pwp written for oneforyourfire; warnings: penetrative sex (minseok riding luhan) + fingering while cock in ass)
我们的明天 | suho/xiumin | pg-13 | 2,536 words
The water guardian's gone missing, and the only person who can reach to him is Minseok, the ice guardian. (originally written for teenyhyungs; *needs fixing - WIP)
i see you | suho/luhan | pg-13 | 2,196 words
there's a hole in the wall. a window to his (beautiful and) annoying neighbor's life. joonmyun did not need this. (originally written for suholiday; *needs fixing - WIP)
baby are you ready for me | luhan/xiumin | pg(-13?) | 877 words
because of this. and other harper bazaar posts/tweets. (here)
i'm sorry; | top/daesung | pg | 548 words
i'm sorry daesung-ah, i'm sorry. (additional notes: written in a poem-ish format)
silent (speechless) | broken!gdragon/seungri; gdragon/ofc; seungri/ofc | pg-13 | 1,319 words
Somehow, their conversations always end up like this. No matter what they start off talking about, the end is always the same.
2 am baking sessions | jaejoong/yoochun | pg-13 | 1,128 words
"It’s 2 am but you’re craving cake and we’re both up anyway so let’s bake in our underwear AU" (written for the christmas in july jaechun collection)
tasetful dinners | jaejoong/yoochun | pg-13 | 1,663 words
It's one week before his enlistment, and Yoochun and Junsu have invited themselves over for dinner. At Jaejoong's apartment. And Jaejoong's making dinner. (also written for the christmas in july jaechun collection)
fish | yunho/yoochun | pg | 539 words
"today i heard 2 kids talking about buying fake IDs after school and so i started eavesdropping cuz u know thats big kid stuff and then one was like “yeah but is all this really worth it like im pretty sure the fake IDs cost more than the fish we r gonna buy”
gotta talk to u | yunho/changmin | pg-13 | 1,885 words
Ironically enough, it happens on their wedding day. (birthday present for boonies)
you're driving me crazy | kyuhyun/suho | nc-17 | 3,555 words
kyuhyun gets a bit more than what he expected for his birthday. (originally written for smtheficathon here)
open arms | jonghyun/suho | pg-13 | 1,466 words
"just-" he hesitates, taking a few shaky, deep breaths. "i feel like i'm doing something wrong."
feelings deepened | gunhee/heechul; jaejoong/yoochun | pg-13 | 1,620 words
real backstory of GunHeechul's trip to L.A. (written for boonies)
Length: 2,277 words
Summary: and junmyeon- junmyeon always listened, always understood. he improved his korean and junmyeon tried his best with mandarin and they found middle ground.
Notes: inspired by lyrics of different songs of zitao - i've added snippets of the lyrics of each song i used, post zitao leaving fic. just let me have my clichéd angst, sutao is too much for me. also lapslock bc i can't help it, it's past 3 AM, perhaps i'll fix it later. also unbeta'd (not even by myself) so sorry for any mistakes ;; the title means "i have forgotten you" - taken from the song of the same name of the movie 'anjaana anjaani' (here's a vid with eng translated lyrics just in case)
( junmyeon doesn’t respond, just turns to look at the blank wall in front of him instead. )
(It’s not that weird to have a favorite one night stand. Is it?)
**also a sidenote, i'll probably be posting fics more on ao3 if they're from fic exchanges -- also depends on when i get around to fixing and x-posting those fics bc i still have 2 which i have to fix and x-post. usually though i'll still post them on here.
Title: 'cause all of me, loves all of you
Length: 586 words
Summary: the one, whom he selfishly hopes, still cares for him as much.
Warning/s: lapslock (as always)
Notes: set in the same storyline as my krisho angst series, also i promise that i'm working on my other krisho story rn - i'm writing the second chapter right now, but i think i had to let the angst out before i could write something happy (bc most of the second chapter is going to be more on the happy side) - and i was listening to 凡凡's performance of "all of me" (on repeat) and i couldn't let go of this idea that came to me ;A;
Length: 1,466 words
Summary: "just-" he hesitates, taking a few shaky, deep breaths. "i feel like i'm doing something wrong."
Warning/s: lapslock??? sad feelings??
Notes: written bc i feel depressed. i'm not against luhan leaving or yifan leaving - just as a note, please don't hate on me for that. i'm just sad and this is a way i'm letting out my sadness (also jongmyun is always a plus, there should be more jongmyun in this world). i still can't imagine seeing exo without luhan and i'm sad about all of the lost chances i had of seeing either exo-m as 6, exo together as 12 or 11 and i'm sad. the title comes from the song "open arms" bc i was listening to jongdae, baekhyun, kyungsoo and luhan's cover of it when i started posting this. unbeta'd - not even read over once bc i'm too sad so all mistakes are mine.
( joonmyun hasn't called him hyung like that since 2012 - when he first had fears of becoming a leader. )
Length: 488 words
Summary: the voice he wants to hear the most isn't in the song. however, yifan can hear it still.
Warning/s: none really??? lapslock??
Notes: sort of like a follow up to 再次分开 i guess; written when my internet was down last night and i was listening to a version of exo's 'miracles in december' where OP had added rain and thunderstorm in the background -- link to the audio here (i can't find the original version of the audio i had downloaded, but the rain and all was quieter in that version...). unbeta'd so all mistakes are mine.
( yifan misses the warm presence of the other boy's body next to his. )
Pairing(s)/Character(s): implied-sort of- Kris/Suho
Length: 557 words
Summary: it's been so long.
Warning/s: angst tbh
Notes: an angsty drabble written while listening to 时间煮雨 on repeat and also while ignoring all of my other ongoing fics (ha h). also i might continue this. idk. and it's unbeta'd so all mistakes are ofc (as always) mine~
( for now, junmyeon just wants to drown himself in yifan's voice - strong, calm and melodious. )
Length: 2,775 words
Summary: basically a PWP based on this
Warning/s: lesbian porn, idk if that really is a warning though i mean who doesn't enjoy girl on girl smut
Notes: written for the one and only jae/julia (nerdyixing aka juliella), they're amazing ;u;
i still can't believe i ended up writing almost 3k words of lesbian porn
also this was finished past 5am in the morning and not proof read properly so all mistakes are mine
yes this is both female luhan and female yixing
the relationship is established
lu hei is luhan
and yiyin is yixing
also, this is what lu hei is wearing - lingerie and dressing gown
( “Is that the only reason Ms. Zhang,” Lu Hei leans forward on her desk, arms crossed. “That you need me?” )
Length: 848 words
Summary: just like that, joonmyun's existence is washed away.
Warning/s: a lot of angst, self hate and depression??? and character death (sorry) - also written in past tense (though idk if that's a warning tbh)
Notes: i wrote this while listening to gd's 'that xx' and tablo's (ft. taeyang) cover of 'eyes, nose, lips' on repeat, plus i've been feeling down for the past few days so i apologize.
( sleep had become a hard thing for joonmyun to achieve these days. )
Pairing(s)/Character(s): implied Suho/Chen
Length: 1,111 words
Summary: (prompt from baoziboy in femmexo) +Joonmyeon has no idea what to do when she gets called an angel by Person A
Warning/s: none really? except this is a really dumb drabble-fic which essentially doesn't really have a plot
Notes: this drabble-fic doesn't really follow the prompt much tbh??? i mean i kind of built upon the prompt and yeah idk, i hope this is still ok though ;__; i haven't proof read it or had it beta'd so all mistakes are mine~ and btw, junghee is jongdae, junmi is junmyeon, baekhee is baekhyun, kyungri is kyungsoo and chansoon is chanyeol ^^
( junmi's never really been especially good at anything. she's always been just mediocre. )
Length: 548 words
Summary: i'm sorry daesung-ah, i'm sorry.
Warning/s: nothing really, except i guess some self-hate and maybe implied slight alcoholism
Notes: this is in poem format (sort of??) and it's just something that came to me as i was watching and listening to Gummy's "I'm Sorry" - the Japanese version, it's not really related to the music video, but the angst was inspired from it. i also do plan to write a fic version of this, though the story might be slightly different. on aff here~
( i’m sorry daesung-ah )
Length: 527 words
Summary: he watches his friends dance and sing on the screen, and he can feel the moves underneath his fingertips. he remembers them all.
Warning/s: angst angst angst
Notes: i was going through my stuff and i remembered that i had written this a while back, decided to edit it and add a bit to it~ also on aff here~
( the first time joonmyun watches shinee's replay music video is when it comes out. )
i'm back on lj i guess - and off of hockey rpf (been off of it for a while now tbh)
idk if anyone is still here or not, or if anyone even cares but i'm hoping to get more into writing kpop fics now that i've been in the general kpop fandom for quite a while and read more than a sufficient number of fics lol
i will be keeping all of my hockey rpf stuff on here and on ao3, not removing them - though looking over them makes me cringe because wow talk about bad writing eugh
anyhow, if anyone's interested, i'll be looking to join suholiday exchanges and get back into actually writing ;-;
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